Toxic Gossip Train

Hey It's been a while since you saw my face I haven't been doing so great, so I took a little break So a lot of people are saying some things about me that aren't quite true Doesn't matter if it's true though Just as long as it's entertaining to you Right? Are you guys having fun? All aboard the toxic gossip train Chugging down the tracks of misinformation Toxic gossip train You got a one way ticket to manipulation station Toxic gossip train Tie me to the tracks and harass me for my past These rumours look like facts if you don't mind the gaps I won't survive in the crash but hey At least you're having fun I've been sharing my life online for over 15 years I've poured my heart out to you and because of that I feel Like I'm talking to my friends But, at the beginning of my career I didn't really understand that maybe there should be some boundaries there There were times in the dms where I would overshare Details of my life, which was really weird of me I haven't done that for years, you see 'Cause I changed my behaviour, and I took accountability So let's go on the toxic gossip train The locomotive's fuelled with hateful accusations Toxic gossip train Steamroll over someone's reputation Toxic gossip train Hop on board but close your eyes Otherwise you'll realise That the train is made of lies, and that person you despise Maybe didn't deserve to die, but hey At least you're having fun I thought you wanted me to take accountability But that's not the point of your mob mentality is it, no Your goal is to ruin the life of the person you despise While you dramatise your lies and monetise their demise I feel like I can already hear the comments on this video Oh, I'm sorry I didn't realise That all of you are perfect So please criticise me Bring out the daggers made from your perfect past And stab me repeatedly in my bony little back I'm sure you're disappointed in my shitty little song I know you wanted me to say that I was 100 percent in the wrong Well, I'm sorry, I'm not gonna take that route Of admitting to lies and rumours that you made up for clout Hey everybody I found someone new to harass She did some things that I do not like in her past So everybody gather 'round cause we're about to attack! But not based on facts, oh no Your loaded lethal weapon is your fingers on the keys You don't need any armour when you can hide behind a screen So shoot me down quick with a click and BAM! My reputation's deceased I didn't realise it was my responsibility To decide what was appropriate for every kid to see I've always relied on parents to decide if they're comfortable With their families watching my YouTube videos Or coming to my live shows Now Have I made some jokes in poor taste? Yes Have I made lots of dumb mistakes? Yes Am I sad that there are some fans that feel betrayed? Yes Was my intention to manipulate? No The only thing I've ever groomed is my two Persian cats I'm not a groomer, I'm just a loser Who didn't understand I shouldn't respond to fans And I'm not a predator, even though a lot of you think so Because 5 years ago I made a fart joke Even though I know this video won't change anyone's mind about me I still felt it was important to come on here And defend myself a little And take accountability The toxic gossip train Chugging down the tracks of misinformation Toxic gossip train You got a one way ticket to manipulation station Toxic gossip train Tie me to the tracks and harass me for my past Rumours look like facts if you don't mind the gaps I won't survive in the crash but hey I hope you had some fun